Dinner Party Conversations
Emily Sun
An Invitation
like Indonesian market day
we must dress Asian or wear red
the hostess is a specialist in the field
she believes she speaks for oppressed women
I put on my black tunic and bootleg jeans
then I grab a chopstick from my cutlery draw
and stick it in my hair.
It’s not that I enjoy her dissections
but I will respond only with
buttered breads of praise
complement her blinis
because I am the lucky
plus one.
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Apéritif
Moving on from Hippocrates’
concoctions of absinthe and wine
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They said Saddaam was a bit like you
Interested in the complexities of identity
Oh?
But only after he was in civilian clothes
His guards only saw the grandfatherliness of the dictator
My
And no one had ever asked them before who they were
before before.
Before they were Americans but
After they were Europeans.
Reasons for their almond shaped eyes.
They said he hollered a war cry
The Good, Bad and the Ugly
John Wayne was approaching
When he carved candles for Christmas
Oh!
They all forgot about ethnic cleansing
Played cards and would have binged watched Netflix together
Really?
If there had been streaming on demand
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Hitler loved his dog.
But is that humanity?
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Over Lobster and Crème Fraiche
I cling to the coast
… not for the negative ions
… nor the breeze
I cling to the coast; it is
a reminder that the earth is
not flat and that
beyond the horizon is some land.
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Debating the Origins of Chicken Tikka Masala
The rain in Spain
How now brown mouse
Inside that flooded house
There were really no issues
we coloured between the lines
and received pronunciation
even when it swam up the estuary.
Those of us who escaped the estates and
the national front; flew to warmer lands
some to reclaim farmlands.
We were a castrated line so
in the shade of the red gum tree
I began again, forgot the worldly words
Blended in as I held my nose
to speak.
The mice and the homes were different here.
I wondered what the Spanish called them.
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Before the Fruit Platter
I finally breathed when the anchors released me
Into a world
untethered
deleterious expectations
Without a backstory or
adhesive narratives
I collected, cut and pasted
a pastiche
There was always shelter at home
Maslow’s needs met but I kept sinking into springless sofas
His pyramid from below
Insurmountable
The view from base camp.
To fly to gain a galah’s eye view
I had to tune out the tinnitus
The searching of nothing to create something
Bone broth is 汤 and we eat it at the end of the meal.
Emily Sun is a writer and poet who has been published in various journals and anthologies including Cordite, APJ, Meanjin and Westerly. In 2019, she was a Hot Desk fellow at the Centre for Stories. Emily is currently a PhD candidate at UWA. Vociferate 詠 is her debut poetry collection. http://iamemilysun.com