Seeing You After The End
by Glen Hunting
People only want to watch
a scene like this on a screen,
not be forced to walk the plank
of its honourable politeness:
the language of the harm I kidded
myself could never befall us.
I watch the Rothko horizon
of your brow above your shades,
your eyes withdrawn from sight,
and I wonder which of us is sorrier
for what, or for whom.
The grievances that eroded us
are part of our residue now,
like everything else not healed,
not cherished enough, washed out
by the tide I can’t withstand:
that we’re no longer able
to drift or moor with each other.
You stand and squeeze my hand,
deftly blending care and torture.
This decent burial doesn’t console
me yet, but that’s my fault.
I can’t rewind, and can’t help
wanting to stall the projector,
hoping the light won’t burn
through the happier frames.
Glen Hunting is a poet, dramatist, and short story writer from Perth, Western Australia (Whadjuk Noongar Boodjar), but currently living in Mparntwe, Arrernte Country (Alice Springs, Northern Territory). When not writing, he works for a service provider on the Anangu Pitjantjatjara Yankunytjatjara (APY) Lands.